Finding happiness.

dress, sandals, belt: thrifted

While I was in Washington, I really discovered what matters to me. There are so many things in this life that get in the way and ruin our perceptions of happiness; I'm definitely guilty of this. I worry about my hair, how I look, what I'm wearing, what others think of me, how little money I have to my name, the lack of friends I have... But when it comes down to it all, these things are minimal to my happiness. There's a quote on campus that I think of often. It states: "On one's pursuit for happiness, one should just stop and be happy." We're all on this hunt for what happiness is. But have we ever thought to just stop, be still, and think of all the beautiful things in this life? I'm overwhelmed with gratitude for the beauty in my life; the gospel, my loving and dear husband, my supportive family, my education, the talents that God has given me. I get exhausted with trying to be the person I feel like people want to be. I try so hard to please others. I've done this my whole life. I put others wants and desires before my own happiness. Which, really, may not be a bad thing, but I deserve happiness as well. 

I've decided to get ride of the things that don't matter and replace them with things that make me happy. I worked out this morning for the first time in months, I'll make dinner tonight, and maybe even get some sewing in today. I'll spend time with my love and clean our living room, because it's make me feel all domestic like. 

I'm in charge of my happiness and finding what makes me happy starts today. 

Home.

shirt & dress: thrifted, shoes: target


Rob and I have been in Washington for the past two weeks. It's been great to see family and friends and even do a little thrifting! Oh how my heart swells for thrift store shopping! I got some goodies that I'm so excited to work into my wardrobe. It's been fun here in Washington, but it's almost time to go home. It's funny that I consider Rexburg my "home" now. I guess that is what happens when you leave the nest. See you Monday little apartment, Rob and I have missed you.

BATMAN.

Rob and I went to the midnight premiere of The Dark Knight Rises. It just so happened to be finals week... did we care? NOPE! We went and didn't get home until 4 in da morning. Totally worth it. I LOVED it. Of course we dressed up. What kind of people would we be if we didn't?

My Wedding.

I should be making a quilt right now.... But I'm not. I need a break anyway. So, I've been married for three months and I never really told you all about my wedding. It was simple, beautiful, and stress less. It was absolutely perfect. We didn't throw a huge reception in Idaho (we threw a little bigger one in Washington). It was in a small building and decorations were few. We even had donuts instead of cake. I'm not one for doing anything traditional. I didn't have bridesmaids, I didn't throw my bouquet (I wasn't even going to have one, but my sister forced me), and Rob and I didn't have a first dance. I kind of hate attention, and even though my wedding days is all about me (and Rob of course), I still didn't want all eyes on me. I've just always been this way. And really, I don't regret any of those things. The day Rob and I got married was about the promises we made to each other in the temple--and that's all that matters. On a side note, my wedding was all done by my family. Literally. My mom made my dress and veil, my sister Christie did my hair and make-up, my sister Kellie made my bouquet, and my sister-in-law Chelsee took the pictures. Yay for talented women in my life!

3 AM Drives

skirt: I made it!! shirt: walmart, shoes and belt: thrifted

Rob and I couldn't sleep last night. Probably due to the fact we took two hour naps during the day and our apartment was ridiculously hot. Around 3 AM we decided we had enough and we needed something to drink. So off to the gas station we went! Then we decided just to drive around the little town of Rexburg. I asked Rob, "What's your favorite memory of us?" His was: the day we started dating. It really was the perfect day. I remember sitting on my couch in my apartment. Both of us just knew we wanted to be with each other. We were honest and open and held nothing back. Mine was: the first time we kissed. It was simple and sweet. We were laying in the park under the stars and it just happened--just the way I wanted it to. We then continued to name off all of our favorite memories. I love sweet, tender moments, I hold them really dear to me heart. Last night was definitely another moment to add to the books.

Temple Date.

shirt, skirt, belt: thrifted, shoes: target

Rob and I woke up on Saturday morning, ate some blueberry waffles (which were delectable) and then went to the temple. What peace and comfort it brings. I feel so blessed to be able to go often. The Rexburg temple is seriously 5 minutes away.

We then went to a fashion show, ate some burritos, took naps, and then stuffed out faces again. I'd say it was a pretty good Saturday :)

Pride and joy.

tee: walmart, pants: made by me, shoes: target 
These little babies are my pride and joy! I MADE THEM! I officially made some big girl pants, and I am one proud girl. I got the fabric from a thrift store for $4. I died over the fabric and texture. I'm about to make 59 more pairs. I was waiting for the perfect time to wear them. It was hot all day and then it cooled down and rained. Thanks weather! You gave me the chance to wear my pants. Cheers for sewing! Rob's favorite part about these pants... gives me a nice booty! Cool pic Rob...