This is me, taking a break from all of my crazy college work.
I'm honestly so exhausted.
All I do is go to class, study, study, study, eat, and then try to sleep.
And I really do mean try. I've been going off of less than 6 hours a night.
I know maybe some of you have been wondering what's going on with my crazy adventure with cute boy. I'm trying to figure out if I'm crossing the line with how much information I should share with you guys. I mean, don't get me wrong, I LOVE telling you guys about the funny things or stories going on in my life. But that's just it, it's my life. And my life is always changing. I'm 19, I'm young, and my life is no where being consistent. We all want things to work out perfectly, but life is just crazy and things don't work out the way you want them to.
What I'm really trying to say is, things didn't go exactly the way I wanted them to with the cute boy I met in the library. I'm not saying that it's over or that nothing will come from it, I'm just saying that it's not going exactly the way I hoped it would. I'm an optimistic, I always think that things will work out no matter what. But I got my hopes up too quickly guys. And to be honest, I'm kind of bummed. I get my feelings hurt really easily. My roommates always say that I take things too personal, and it's true, I do.
I'm not saying that I regret telling you guys how I walked straight up to the boy and gave him my number. I'm proud of myself for being so bold and I think it was a good story to tell how women CAN be confident in themselves and make the first move. But that's the problem with stories, they all have an ending.
So my question is, am I sharing too much?
If I continue to tell you guys stories about my life and then things don't work out, do I share them anyway? I know this is getting way too deep and I'm just thinking way too much about it. But honestly, I want your guys' advice. I know this might sound stupid to some of you because I post pictures every day of myself and I'm already pretty much showing the world who I am. I guess I'm just wondering, because my life is so crazy and nothing stays the same for long, do you guys want to know?
I don't even know what I'm saying.
Do you guys get what I mean?